No, this is not the next installment of Amelia's story, but she'll be back. I need to share a bit about what's happening in my real life. Sir X has always been one to research things, often just for the fun of it. Now that he's turned his attention to being my Dom, it is a whole … Continue reading Catching Up
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Prelude Part 3 (Formerly And the Beat Goes On…)
Amelia was lost in thought for a moment, just trying to process what was happening. She had done all kinds of reading about BDSM; factual books like The Ethical Slut and novels like Masters of the Castle. But it had all seemed like fantasy. Now she was experiencing a little taste of it. Thrilling and terrifying, she thought. Ok, … Continue reading Prelude Part 3 (Formerly And the Beat Goes On…)
Prelude (Formerly The Beat Goes On, Part 2)
Amelia watched the exuberant young woman hugging Josh from the back, but glanced away when he pushed his chair back and pulled her around and into his lap. The other woman squealed, and Amelia smiled, a bit ruefully. Of course he would be with someone who was young and sexy. Fifty-two years old, Amelia thought, what am … Continue reading Prelude (Formerly The Beat Goes On, Part 2)
Perspective
Some of you may remember that once upon a time, not really that long ago, I was firmly committed to the idea that I needed a Dom to Dom me; that to experience the pleasures of submission, there had to be a Dom physically present to inflict all the pleasure/pain. Since then, I've moved far away … Continue reading Perspective
More on The Shadow
I had not expected the depth of response to my post on the Shadow and really appreciate it. I continue to think about it and look at different thoughts and perspecitives. I want to share this link from Michael's blog, The Dionysian Experience. He has a powerful post that he re-shares at the beginning of every year … Continue reading More on The Shadow
The Third Wednesday
It was Sir X's birthday yesterday, so we had a special script from Sir Jon. Yes, it was a birthday spanking, only I "took the spanking for him." Sir X is 71. That's a lot of spanks. But the first 36 were with the flogger, and of course, I love that. 35 more with the big paddle - oof! That … Continue reading The Third Wednesday
Intentions, Fantasy, and Acceptance
It's funny - at least I guess it's funny - that when I start to write a fantasy now, it is always Sir Jon's face, his voice, his preferences that show up for me. Not haha funny of course. But not odd-funny either, because of course he shows up when I think about being Dom'ed, being used, … Continue reading Intentions, Fantasy, and Acceptance
In the Poly Realm
Now that I actually have two Doms, I'm feeling a bit like I'm living in a romance novel. A kinky romance novel, like the ones my friend Raleigh Damson writes. It will be interesting to see what plot twists lie ahead! (By the way, pre-order is now available for Raleigh's 7th Bandit Brothers book, Flame for Keeps, … Continue reading In the Poly Realm
Olivia Gets Paddled
I was bent over the end of the bed. It is a high bed, and I am a short woman, so with my torso on the bed, my toes just touch the floor. I am naked. I have been directed to take my clothes off and fold them neatly, which I did. Now there is nothing between me … Continue reading Olivia Gets Paddled
Just Thinking
As youall know, this sudden deep plunge into D/s waters has unbalanced my life in the best of ways. My passions upset my balance. I think that's just how it works. I trust myself to go through these disruptions to my vision of what should be, make room for what is, and come out the other side, … Continue reading Just Thinking
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