As youall know, this sudden deep plunge into D/s waters has unbalanced my life in the best of ways. My passions upset my balance. I think that's just how it works. I trust myself to go through these disruptions to my vision of what should be, make room for what is, and come out the other side, … Continue reading Just Thinking
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Attentiveness
I've been thinking about all kinds of things lately, many of them related to my relationship with my Sir. Some of them, he brought up on his blog in his post Sunday Musings. I've been following the comments on that with great interest, of course. Thanks to those of you who offered to explore the topics further with … Continue reading Attentiveness
Wicked Naughty Interlude 5
Olivia, lying face down on the massage table, was absorbed by the warm, relaxed feeling of the massage she was experiencing. Betsy and Candace had worked their way down to her feet, and olivia was moaning softly with pleasure. As they finished working on her feet, olivia vaguely wondered what would happen next. "All finished?" It was … Continue reading Wicked Naughty Interlude 5
The Price of Submission
Last night, Sir Jon made sure that my needs for spanking were met. The spoon, the bath brush, even the red spatula I brought from home, were all put to good use. It seemed like he is learning how far to take me, pushing me a bit farther, and it was so, so amazingly good. And. That … Continue reading The Price of Submission
Playing On Retreat
A work retreat I had scheduled has given Sir Jon and me an opportunity to have time together with privacy on my end. This has been an amazing gift. Well, a gift to go with the gifts he had sent me earlier this week! I laid out the toys as soon as I got here. Every time I … Continue reading Playing On Retreat
Exploring My Submission
I shared this in a comment yesterday, but want to play with it a bit more today. “I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, … Continue reading Exploring My Submission
Thoughts on Submission
One of the comments on my poem yesterday was from David, over at Dispatches from Dystopia. David and I have known each other a long time and have seen each other go through all kinds of changes over the years. His comment really hit home with me. He said: "This is a proclamation that passion … Continue reading Thoughts on Submission
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