"Master says stop," he says. I freeze - standing bent over, my hands touching my toes. "Stand up," he says, in his best Dom voice, and I'm halfway up before I realize he didn't say "Master says". But it's too late, he laughs. "Come here," he says. "That's three." Yes, we were playing a warped game of Simon … Continue reading Master Says
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The Joy of TTWD
I know, I'm always writing about joy these days. It's a lot better than the Days of Whining and Misery, isn't it? But I've been thinking today about TTWD. The urban dictionary says: "TTWD stands for "This Thing We Do" and is often used by the bdsm/kink community to describe non-vanilla practices or activities they may engage in, … Continue reading The Joy of TTWD
Rushing Through
"Hey, whoa, hang on..." "Oh! I'm sorry, Sir - I didn't see you there - I'm just.." "I know you didn't see me! You almost ran right into me. Where are you going in such a big hurry?" "Just getting more coffee. I wanted to get some more work done before you got up. So I was rushing." She felt herself … Continue reading Rushing Through
Perspective
Some of you may remember that once upon a time, not really that long ago, I was firmly committed to the idea that I needed a Dom to Dom me; that to experience the pleasures of submission, there had to be a Dom physically present to inflict all the pleasure/pain. Since then, I've moved far away … Continue reading Perspective
Intentions, Fantasy, and Acceptance
It's funny - at least I guess it's funny - that when I start to write a fantasy now, it is always Sir Jon's face, his voice, his preferences that show up for me. Not haha funny of course. But not odd-funny either, because of course he shows up when I think about being Dom'ed, being used, … Continue reading Intentions, Fantasy, and Acceptance
In the Poly Realm
Now that I actually have two Doms, I'm feeling a bit like I'm living in a romance novel. A kinky romance novel, like the ones my friend Raleigh Damson writes. It will be interesting to see what plot twists lie ahead! (By the way, pre-order is now available for Raleigh's 7th Bandit Brothers book, Flame for Keeps, … Continue reading In the Poly Realm
Olivia Gets Paddled
I was bent over the end of the bed. It is a high bed, and I am a short woman, so with my torso on the bed, my toes just touch the floor. I am naked. I have been directed to take my clothes off and fold them neatly, which I did. Now there is nothing between me … Continue reading Olivia Gets Paddled
Alpha Submissives
I've considered myself a alpha submissive since I first heard the term. In my vanilla life, I don't seem submissive - only the most astute Dom would think that I might be. I've always been grateful for the term alpha submissive since it seems to explain something about me. I used to really like the term "princess … Continue reading Alpha Submissives
The Price of Submission
Last night, Sir Jon made sure that my needs for spanking were met. The spoon, the bath brush, even the red spatula I brought from home, were all put to good use. It seemed like he is learning how far to take me, pushing me a bit farther, and it was so, so amazingly good. And. That … Continue reading The Price of Submission
Gifts Unwrapped
No, I'm not talking about actual gifts, not ones that come in brown wrapping paper or the ones under the tree. I've wandered back to the whole, "Is submission a gift?' question. I've decided it's a ridiculous question. After all, "submission" is a whole huge concept. It's a little bit like asking "Is parenting a gift? or "Is … Continue reading Gifts Unwrapped
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