Some of you may remember that once upon a time, not really that long ago, I was firmly committed to the idea that I needed a Dom to Dom me; that to experience the pleasures of submission, there had to be a Dom physically present to inflict all the pleasure/pain. Since then, I've moved far away … Continue reading Perspective
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Intentions, Fantasy, and Acceptance
It's funny - at least I guess it's funny - that when I start to write a fantasy now, it is always Sir Jon's face, his voice, his preferences that show up for me. Not haha funny of course. But not odd-funny either, because of course he shows up when I think about being Dom'ed, being used, … Continue reading Intentions, Fantasy, and Acceptance
In the Poly Realm
Now that I actually have two Doms, I'm feeling a bit like I'm living in a romance novel. A kinky romance novel, like the ones my friend Raleigh Damson writes. It will be interesting to see what plot twists lie ahead! (By the way, pre-order is now available for Raleigh's 7th Bandit Brothers book, Flame for Keeps, … Continue reading In the Poly Realm
Olivia Gets Paddled
I was bent over the end of the bed. It is a high bed, and I am a short woman, so with my torso on the bed, my toes just touch the floor. I am naked. I have been directed to take my clothes off and fold them neatly, which I did. Now there is nothing between me … Continue reading Olivia Gets Paddled
Alpha Submissives
I've considered myself a alpha submissive since I first heard the term. In my vanilla life, I don't seem submissive - only the most astute Dom would think that I might be. I've always been grateful for the term alpha submissive since it seems to explain something about me. I used to really like the term "princess … Continue reading Alpha Submissives
The Price of Submission
Last night, Sir Jon made sure that my needs for spanking were met. The spoon, the bath brush, even the red spatula I brought from home, were all put to good use. It seemed like he is learning how far to take me, pushing me a bit farther, and it was so, so amazingly good. And. That … Continue reading The Price of Submission
Gifts Unwrapped
No, I'm not talking about actual gifts, not ones that come in brown wrapping paper or the ones under the tree. I've wandered back to the whole, "Is submission a gift?' question. I've decided it's a ridiculous question. After all, "submission" is a whole huge concept. It's a little bit like asking "Is parenting a gift? or "Is … Continue reading Gifts Unwrapped
Exploring My Submission
I shared this in a comment yesterday, but want to play with it a bit more today. “I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, … Continue reading Exploring My Submission
Submissive Humor
"Submissive: "Oh, no, not the whip, Sir, please, Sir, anything but the whip!! Dominant: (waggling eyebrows, Groucho style) Anything? Submissive: The whip, the whip!!" That is so old, I don't remember where I first heard it, but it has always amused me. I also don't know why it's been going through my mind the last … Continue reading Submissive Humor
Submissive Girl’s Poem
The submissive heart longs to be claimed. Shades of passion and possession dance in her mind, Yearning to belong completely, to fling herself into the deep waters of service, obedience, discipline, and yes, punishment and pain, yes, Sir, please. Her mind, sternly vanilla, yanks her back, pulling her away from the unfathomable depths of submissive … Continue reading Submissive Girl’s Poem
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