Today, I meditated. I saw clients. I went for a long walk. I cooked - sautéed shrimp and portabella mushrooms, fresh zucchini, squash, and cherry tomatoes. Sir reassigned me the task I didn’t do. This time, I am to do it every other day for 10 days, and report back to him each time. I … Continue reading Settling
Just me
Today’s Lesson
This is a lesson for me, not intended to apply to anyone else. Although if it does apply to you. that's lovely. Last night was playtime here in the Land of olivia and Sir X. There was more exploration, more spanking, and even orgasms. It was another wonderful sense of letting go of my regular … Continue reading Today’s Lesson
I Won’t Break My Streak
I have a streak going - today is the 80th day in a row that I've posted on my blog. I don't want to break my streak, but I'm also kind of taking the day off. This was the first morning in a long time that I didn't start my morning with doing Olivia things. … Continue reading I Won’t Break My Streak
Reclaiming Self
Being submissive to Sir Jon was a lot like living in the amusement park. There were lulls in the excitement, it wasn't always riding the rides, but there were games to play and prizes to win, treats to enjoy - a full array of good times, pretty much all the time. He didn't have to … Continue reading Reclaiming Self
Sub Space/Sub Drop
Youall know how it works... we've talked about it before. There is nothing much I can say that hasn't already been said. It's a roller coaster. Photo by Dana Sredojevic on Pexels.com But I'm not poised on the edge at the top there. Instead, it feels like I've already dropped, and the ride is over. … Continue reading Sub Space/Sub Drop
Catching Up
No, this is not the next installment of Amelia's story, but she'll be back. I need to share a bit about what's happening in my real life. Sir X has always been one to research things, often just for the fun of it. Now that he's turned his attention to being my Dom, it is a whole … Continue reading Catching Up
In My Heart
You know, when I am at a loss for words of my own, I turn to quotes. Today, this came up for me: MARY OLIVERto live in this world you must be able to do three things to love what is mortal; to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it; and, when the time comes to let it … Continue reading In My Heart
From My Heart
I can't tell youall how deeply I appreciate your sympathy and support yesterday. So much gratitude for all of you. I am doing ok. Processing in my own way and at my own speed. At the same time, Sir X is zooming full speed ahead to step up into the open Dom space. Which is good, I think. Even … Continue reading From My Heart
With a Heavy Heart…
It is truly with a heavy heart that i share the latest update in my life saga. On Sunday night, I got a message from Sir Jon telling me that his wife had asked him to stop his activity on the blog and his IG account. One of the first things Sir Jon told me … Continue reading With a Heavy Heart…
Body Writing
I love it when an idea comes up in the community and different bloggers run with it from there, each in their own way. For example, slave shae recently had an experience in which Amanda had other people write on her body with a sharpie. It was a powerful experience for her - well, in the middle of … Continue reading Body Writing
Olivia 