i am kind of a mess.

i missed a work meeting this morning because I had confused the meeting with another meeting which is tomorrow.  And – at the same time – i missed a coffee conversation with a woman that I was introduced to on-line who lives here.  We were supposed to meet last week – and I canceled at the last minute then because i was too overwhelmed.  Today, i didn’t even cancel, just didn’t show for her.

i am pretty sure i need  to be punished.

Sigh.