Three cool things happened yesterday. i'd been chatting, super briefly, with a Dom in a nearby city who seemed like a nice guy. But when MP agreed to be involved in finding me a Dom play partner, i promised him that i wouldn't exclude him from any relationship i might have like that. So a … Continue reading Things are happening…
Dominants
Now
"Now," he says. i glance up - now, what? "Sir?" i say. "Now," he says, "It's time for you to come to bed. It's almost midnight." "Yes - yes, Sir, i am coming, i just need to finish..." but he raises that eyebrow, and i sigh. "Yes, Sir," closing my laptop as i say it. … Continue reading Now
Book Review – Lured by My Master
i loved this book. The plot is ok - woman (Cin or Allisinda) unaware of her submissive self, Dominant (Sam) helps her realize it. There's some more story line with an ex, but that doesn't really matter. Character development is decent - Cin grows into accepting her self as submissive, which she clearly is. Lots … Continue reading Book Review – Lured by My Master
i imagine (13)
{If you’re just starting to read now, here’s the beginning of this story. After that beginning, it’s all “i imagine” by the numbers.} He leans forward, stokes her hair, kisses the top of her head. i want to die. "I would make you cum," he says - to her - "but your Sir tells me … Continue reading i imagine (13)
i am not freaking out…
i'm really not. i had this fairly uncomfortable conversation with MP about whether or not he wanted me to let him know if i found "other ways of fulfilling my D/s needs." i was super calm, and so was he. His response was essentially that he wanted me to wait some more and maybe he … Continue reading i am not freaking out…
i imagine (12)
{If you’re just starting to read now, here’s the beginning of this story. After that beginning, it’s all “i imagine” by the numbers.} Sir Martin's cock. i lick delicately around the head, tracing the rim with the tip of my tongue. i lick across the head with the flat of my tongue, looking up at … Continue reading i imagine (12)
i imagine (10)
{If you’re just starting to read now, here’s the beginning of this story. After that beginning, it’s all “i imagine” by the numbers.} As we make our way through the halls to the dining room, i get a little better at managing the walk, and at responding to the direction of his crop. We begin … Continue reading i imagine (10)
i imagine (9)
{If you're just starting to read now, here's the beginning of this story. After that beginning, it's all "i imagine" by the numbers.} My room is sparse. i decorated it myself, mostly, and i love it. Like a college dorm room, there are two twin beds, each with its own tiny closet and dresser drawers, … Continue reading i imagine (9)
i imagine (8)
i don't know what to say, all i can think is that i've been open and honest and now it turns out he doesn't want me, doesn't think i have anything to offer him. My throat is so tight i couldn't talk if he tried to make me, and my chest hurts and if i … Continue reading i imagine (8)
i imagine (7)
i'm still reeling from the spanking, and have fallen deep into that submissive space where i can no longer think straight, or really think at all. i'm desperately longing for more touch, but i also want desperately to please Sir Martin. So when he says, "I'll ask you again. In terms of what you need … Continue reading i imagine (7)