Sir Jon has been sharing his knowledge and experience on his blog. He posted three Dom Talks recently, Two Little Words of D/s, The Power of No (and other words) , (which actually includes a quote from me! ) and Subdrop/Aftercare, that have been particularly powerful and rang true for me. I encourage you to read those … Continue reading Submissive Reflections on Words
Dominants
The Price of Submission
Last night, Sir Jon made sure that my needs for spanking were met. The spoon, the bath brush, even the red spatula I brought from home, were all put to good use. It seemed like he is learning how far to take me, pushing me a bit farther, and it was so, so amazingly good. And. That … Continue reading The Price of Submission
Playing On Retreat
A work retreat I had scheduled has given Sir Jon and me an opportunity to have time together with privacy on my end. This has been an amazing gift. Well, a gift to go with the gifts he had sent me earlier this week! I laid out the toys as soon as I got here. Every time I … Continue reading Playing On Retreat
Wicked Naughty Interval 4
As Olivia was led down the hall, her wrist firmly held in Betsy's grasp, she felt as if this must be happening to somebody else. She was no longer concerned about being the one naked woman in the room, but she was a bit anxious about what was going to happen next. Sir Jon had prepared her … Continue reading Wicked Naughty Interval 4
Wicked Naughty Interlude
There are still things I want to talk about: - what is strength and do submissives have it and how does that work? Something about vulnerability, something about whether submission is a gift or not - and probably more. But after some comments Nora and I exchanged over on her blog, Finding Strength in my Submission, I wanted … Continue reading Wicked Naughty Interlude
Exploring My Submission
I shared this in a comment yesterday, but want to play with it a bit more today. “I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, … Continue reading Exploring My Submission
Shopping
We went shopping yesterday, Sir and I. Practically speaking, this involved us chatting, me taking pictures of items for him to consider and select from. Thongs, y'all. That what we went shopping for. I had none - as I mentioned before, had never tried them. But I got one pair, at his request, and wore them for him. They were … Continue reading Shopping
Submissive Humor
"Submissive: "Oh, no, not the whip, Sir, please, Sir, anything but the whip!! Dominant: (waggling eyebrows, Groucho style) Anything? Submissive: The whip, the whip!!" That is so old, I don't remember where I first heard it, but it has always amused me. I also don't know why it's been going through my mind the last … Continue reading Submissive Humor
Changes
If you are a new reader here, this may not seem like a huge big deal. But if you've been around a while, you have probably watched me struggle for years with my longing for a Dominant of my own. I won't rehash that story, but there has been lots of opportunity for me to … Continue reading Changes
“Take Care” Step Three
He was waiting for my answer, and I wanted to answer, but I was so shocked and embarrassed and - well, turned on, I was really hot. All those feelings just froze me. He laughed. “Alina. Look at me.” Slowly, I raised my eyes to his, and in that moment, all my concerns slipped away. … Continue reading “Take Care” Step Three
Olivia 