I was fathered by a man who was quite narcissistic. Fortunately, my parents divorced when I was seven, so I didn't have his influence daily during the rest of my childhood and adolescence But I loved my Dad immensely, and never really stopped loving him, even though I ended our relationship when I was 16. … Continue reading Meanwhile, In Real Life…
Author: olivia
Just sit there (A Draft from the Past)
"No, just sit there." "Ok," i say, with a shrug, "I can ~" ~ but he cuts me off with his hand over my mouth. Gentle, but firm. "Just sit," he says. "That doesn't mean talk." i start to say "Ok" again, but stifle it just in time. He is reading, an actual book, not … Continue reading Just sit there (A Draft from the Past)
Getting Ready for Training (A Draft from the Past)
"Open your legs, please," the voice is not unkind, but very firm, and the hands on my ankles are convincing proof that protesting is pointless. Lying on my back, a bit befuddled, i am slow to obey, and the hands push my ankles up and back, which raises my knees to my chest and hands … Continue reading Getting Ready for Training (A Draft from the Past)
“The D/s Blog” Review
The D/s Blog is a book, written by Discerning Dom, who used to have a blog way back in the day when I was still a new blogger myself. I was half in love with Discerning Dom. He represented the ideal Dom to me, and maybe he still does. Anyhow, he eventually made his blog … Continue reading “The D/s Blog” Review
Going to Sleep Fantasy
I found this draft of a post and thought it would be fun to share. I wrote it three years ago. “The last few nights, I've laid awake for hours before sleep finally showed up. It's my own fault, I was taking NyQuil for this killer summer cold I've had (not covid) and after a … Continue reading Going to Sleep Fantasy
Spanking Territory?
I had one task I had to do yesterday. I had to record a couple of brief videos for the participants in a workshop I'm leading. Under 5 minutes each. Material I know really well. Tech I'm totally familiar with. I had planned to be finished by 10:00. Yes, 10 in the morning, I'm an … Continue reading Spanking Territory?
They Say It’s Your Birthday
It is my birthday this weekend! I am officially old. And that's ok. It's a bit unbelievable. How can I be old? But apparently it happens to the best of us. And even to the worst of us, if we live long enough. I know, young at heart, blah, blah, blah. My latest life challenge … Continue reading They Say It’s Your Birthday
Training of a Submissive
He reaches in his tool box. “These are nipple clamps,” He says, holding them out like Exhibit A. Adjustable nipple clamps with spring action “Here,” he hands them to me, “Look at them. Take your time. Really get to know them.” The chain makes a little noise as it pools in my hand, and that … Continue reading Training of a Submissive
At His Feet, Part 4
I started to giggle nervously, hearing those words. I couldn't help it and Master David knew it was nerves. He leaned forward, holding his thumb toward me. I opened my mouth and he filled it with his thumb, pressing down on my tongue, allowing me to suck him tenderly. That calmed me a lot and … Continue reading At His Feet, Part 4
At His Feet, Part 3
Sometimes, I thought half of D/s was being told to go somewhere and wait. Standing naked in the corner, wearing a blindfold I had put on myself, it seemed like that was all I'd done tonight. Without the plug filling me, I felt a bit empty, but I knew that wouldn't last. I tried to … Continue reading At His Feet, Part 3
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