It's funny - at least I guess it's funny - that when I start to write a fantasy now, it is always Sir Jon's face, his voice, his preferences that show up for me. Not haha funny of course. But not odd-funny either, because of course he shows up when I think about being Dom'ed, being used, … Continue reading Intentions, Fantasy, and Acceptance
The Joy of Pain?
I talked about the joy of spanking yesterday. Today... let's take it to a different level. Not better or worse, just different. Of course, there is some pain with spanking - the most erotic spanking will sting or burn - that sensation is what we want. The rush - the brain chemistry at work - mmmmm. But there … Continue reading The Joy of Pain?
The Joy of Spankings…
I may have mentioned before that I love spankings - getting, not giving, of course. So I've been thinking about my history of getting spanked, mentally reviewing all the experiences I've had since I began living kinky back in 2010. By 2013, I had settled in with MP, although he was Sir X back then, and moved … Continue reading The Joy of Spankings…
The 2nd Wednesday
Yesterday was Wednesday. The second time that Sir X followed a script devised by Sir Jon and spanked me, live and in person. This time the script involved the flogger, a belt, and a heavy strap. Sir Jon is experimenting with finding the line between pleasure and pain for me. Sir X is really embracing this poly arrangement, … Continue reading The 2nd Wednesday
Not Rushing Through
I wanted to post quickly, practically a drive through post. But you know, fast food is not really my style. Seriously, I don't even eat McDonald's. So I won't rush through this either. Just a moment of stillness instead, turning inward... In the silence, thoughts bubble up... Nora's post on The Animal Within Me which invites us to consider what … Continue reading Not Rushing Through
Her Heart
She is kneeling, naked, of course. Wearing the collar, not the day collar, which is light and pretty and almost looks like any necklace, but the training collar, which is metal and heavy. There are three rings set into the collar, often one or more attached to a leash or to a set point - the bed, … Continue reading Her Heart
Female Orgasm
As promised, i've been reading up a bit on female orgasm. The type of orgasm that i was curious about didn't make it to the list - so maybe it is not an orgasm at all. I don't know. If i'm feeling brave as i write this post, i might describe it hear and see if it happens … Continue reading Female Orgasm
Dom Magic – In That Moment
She was laughing and blushing a little bit, as she always did when he laughed at her accent. It was a southern accent for sure, with a touch of country, and she thought he laughed because he liked it. So she was blushing, self-conscious, and protesting that she didn't sound like that, which only made him laugh … Continue reading Dom Magic – In That Moment
In the Poly Realm
Now that I actually have two Doms, I'm feeling a bit like I'm living in a romance novel. A kinky romance novel, like the ones my friend Raleigh Damson writes. It will be interesting to see what plot twists lie ahead! (By the way, pre-order is now available for Raleigh's 7th Bandit Brothers book, Flame for Keeps, … Continue reading In the Poly Realm
Olivia Gets Paddled
I was bent over the end of the bed. It is a high bed, and I am a short woman, so with my torso on the bed, my toes just touch the floor. I am naked. I have been directed to take my clothes off and fold them neatly, which I did. Now there is nothing between me … Continue reading Olivia Gets Paddled
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