And I canceled the subscription.
Can’t do it. No dating apps for me. It was too awkward.
Not that I actually talked to anybody. But I had to decide when I was going to talk about MP, and no matter how I pictured that, it didn’t feel right.
There is just no way to say, “Oh, yeah, I live with somebody, but I just kind of take care of him, in a half-assed way. We used to be in a relationship, but now we’re not, because he’s disabled” without sounding like a terrible person. (Without being a terrible person?)
Even if I told MP up front and he was ok with it, it doesn’t feel right.
I feel so trapped.