I know. It’s hard to believe. Sad but true. I. Was. Wrong.
Sigh. I need my blog. I feel like I lost part of myself, like I’m walking around out of balance.
I was telling Bleue, I’ll have to rename it “My Sad Blog” or “The Whining Post.” But that’s ok. It is what it is.
Two and a half months I was gone. And really, if I were you, I wouldn’t trust me for a minute. I could be up and gone again in a heartbeat. But it turns out there are things that I can only say here. Kinky things sometimes. Mean things. Yes, even whiny things.
This is where I think things through. Play with ideas, let things roll around in my head and drop them here.
OH! I probably need to change my look. Or something. Not my name though, Olivia is good. A different template, different cover photo. That’s always fun. Maybe a different name for the blog? Hmmmm. Have to think about that… In any case –
I missed youall. I missed comments and knowing there were people interested in what I had to say. I’m lonesome, and I’ve been a bit sad, still am really.
I haven’t done the things I’d planned to do. I started some stuff but didn’t finish and now my life has kalaidescoped on me again and it’s all gonna be different. I was super upset about that a couple of weeks ago. Trying to figure out how I could keep the dream going.
Now I’ve settled into my new reality. Sorting through my feelings about that is going to be part of what I need to do here. But not today.
Olivia 
Sending hugs, my friend. I use my blog the same way… usually kinky stuff, but at other times…sad stuff, real stuff… a place to work through my thoughts and feelings. I welcome reading whatever you have to write!
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Thanks so much Naughty Nora!! Nice to know there are others like me out there. 💜
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Looking forward to whatever you have to say even if whiny
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Thank you, dear Angel!!!💜💜
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You’re back! I was thinking about you the other day. We’ll slaughter a bull and have a feast to celebrate your return
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Haha thanks David! That’s the right welcome back for a prodigal daughter! 💜
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I’m fantasizing about a sound spanking to teach you a lesson.
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Haha – nice thought!
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Some thoughts belong on paper or perhaps in a blog post.
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Ohhh ❤️ welcome home ❤️
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Hey sweet jade!! Thank you! 💜💜💜
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I’m lucky to still be able to reach you but I misssed your blog.
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🌹 Thanks.
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Glad to see you’re back! Hope all is good for you and those you hold close. Getting off the “grid” for a bit is refreshing and allows fresh thoughts to bubble up to the surface. Look forward to your posts. 🙂
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Thank you so much!! Yep, all is well, or as well as can be expected. Thanks so much for the welcome back! 💜💜
PS Did you ever get the message I sent you?
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I did get your message, my humble apologies for not responding. I’m just horrible about checking my e-mails. Have around a gazillion unread in my inbox Just as bad about it at work too. Most people there call or message me on my cell if they need to talk to me.
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Lol, no worries then. I just thought I’d offended you. (Cause it’s all about me, right?) Glad to know that it wasn’t actually about me!!! Hope you’re well.
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Olivia, it would take far more than that to offend me. I’m way beyond the entitled generation…..Other than being tired of TCT, we’re well and enjoying whatever free time we manage to squeeze out of the work week. A lot of quality time with the grands, and just thankful for all the little things that make every day a little brighter.
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Glad you and yours are doing well! For sure, it is the little things that make a difference! 💜
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Glad your back i was just thinking about saying hi to you. Even if you whine and complain about life hey Ill still read…Hope your are doing well with the important stuff.
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Thank you so much! You should definitely have said hi to me! But it’s easier this way and I’m glad to be back.
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So glad to see you back Olivia! I have thought of you often and have been wondering how you are doing. I’m so sorry things haven’t worked quite as you planned. Sending huge (((hugs))). The blog is definitely a great place to process thoughts and feelings.
Roz
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ROZ!! I missed you. I saw a comment you made on somebody else’s blog and it made me so nostalgic. Besides, you know, hardly anything ever works out quite the way we plan – at least my life doesn’t seem to work like that! Always a plot twist ahead. Anyhow, sending hugs to you and lots of appreciation. 💜💜
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I’m glad you were wrong. I still have my blogs up, but I can’t bring myself to take them down. I know the feelings you expressed. Good on you for deciding to write again.💗
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Willie!! Hi! Thanks. Yeah, I knew it had been a while since you’d written much. I know people would be glad to see you back… nudge-nudge. 💜💜
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This blog saying you were wrong makes me want to hear more. Thanks for posting this.
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Thanks, Geri! I’m glad it interested you. Is there something particular you wanted to hear more about? In any case, you already know I’ll keep talking… 💜
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