I feel weighted down by the demand of other people’s needs. Not necessarily by what they ask for or what they expect, but just by the knowledge that they are there, needing an energy that I don’t always have.
It’s ok, it’s not a problem, I just need to say it.
In other news, I got some unexpected money in the mail today, which is always an amazing thing. Like a little miracle. I have plenty of places to put it, but still. Magic.
AND a decision I made months ago turned out to be excellent timing. Really excellent. Having made that particular decision already meant I didn’t have to wrestle with what the right decision would be in a suddenly sticky set of circumstances. No credit to me, it just worked out that way. But I’ll take it as a gift from the universe and be appreciative.