i dreamt last night (this part is true) that i was with two men - maybe having coffee with them. They were Doms but didn't know i was submissive. Then one of them asked me, "Well, if you know about BDSM, do you have a role? What are you in that world?" And i felt … Continue reading Just a Story
The view from my "office", aka the living room, is lovely this morning. Pale pink streaking the sky, framed by the trees and rooftops. i have finally gotten our screened in porch cleaned up enough that i will be able to sit out there and enjoy it, especially as the weather gets cooler. i have … Continue reading Get Things Done
i am really just using this blog as a journal so pay no attention to my bitching and moaning. There are things i need to say that i choose not to say to those around me in real life. This is one of them: The constant presence of other people is really hard. They randomly … Continue reading The Problem Today…
It might be. Night time, that is. I'm super sleepy. And while i don't have to post today, i hate to interrupt the flow of writing something every day. i made travel arrangements today for my adventure in December, and am super excited about that. That trip will also open the door to possibly meeting … Continue reading Is It Night Time?
Found this on FB and thought it was fun. Marriages - 2 Proposals - 2 Divorces - 2 Surgeries - 0 Tattoos - 0 Piercings - ears only, 1 time Ever shot a gun - yes, more than once Quit a job - yes, a bunch of jobs - never been fired Been on TV … Continue reading One of those lists… and a Quote
When i am most miserable and hopeless, i forget that it's ok to feel that way. i begin to feel like i'm irreparably broken, and that this is a huge problem. i think that it's supposed to be different, that i'm supposed to be different, that i'm supposed to make it different. Today i was … Continue reading I Forget…
Someone I know (not through the kink community) posted this article on FB. Rope Bondage by Lucy Bellwood It's a cute little comic style thing covering some basics of bondage. It made me feel good because it triggered so many memories of a time when I was involved with someone who could do rope bondage … Continue reading Rope